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Saturday, June 4, 2011

Through Your Heart

“Do not look at the world through your head, look at it through your heart." – Ketut.

I used to be very good at doing this. I used to look at the world through my heart so much so that people thought I might be slightly crazy. I took risks in life...calculated risks, mind you. I had trust. I had faith. I had hope. In my heart, I believed. I believed in myself just as much as everyone else.

These days...I'm not sure I believe in anybody or anything. I am nearly non-existent, at times.

In the coming months I hope to change all of that. I hope that I will spread my wings and soar, not just fly. I hope to let go of the pain, and learn from it all of the lessons that I know it holds.

I hope to spend more time on my daily devotions, and to spend less time involved in other peoples chaos.

I think the most challenging part for me is to trust my heart. My head and my heart are in a war against each other. I need to find a way to make peace between them and move on.


  1. I think there's an ebb and flow in life where sometimes we lead/think with our hearts and other times with our heads. Prayers to you as you try to re-balance.

  2. It is a balance of the masculine and feminine energies. Head/ego/masculine energy is the only one many focus on. Heart/feminine is easier to tune into than many realize. Whatever gives you enthusiasm helps you open up to the feminine so doing crafts and helping others would be a great way for you to regain connection with the great mother energy. You obviously haven't gone over the masculine energy clift as you acknowledge the imbalance. Meditation, poetry, writing, music, art, dance, and divination are other means in which to reconnect with the divine feminine. Sorry for writing so much!