“Do not look at the world through your head, look at it through your heart." – Ketut.
I used to be very good at doing this. I used to look at the world through my heart so much so that people thought I might be slightly crazy. I took risks in life...calculated risks, mind you. I had trust. I had faith. I had hope. In my heart, I believed. I believed in myself just as much as everyone else.
These days...I'm not sure I believe in anybody or anything. I am nearly non-existent, at times.
In the coming months I hope to change all of that. I hope that I will spread my wings and soar, not just fly. I hope to let go of the pain, and learn from it all of the lessons that I know it holds.
I hope to spend more time on my daily devotions, and to spend less time involved in other peoples chaos.
I think the most challenging part for me is to trust my heart. My head and my heart are in a war against each other. I need to find a way to make peace between them and move on.
