All year long you have been dishonest with me. You have missed my birthday and a hundred other things this year. I thought for sure I would hear from you by Thanksgiving or at the very least Christmas. I thought that you cared enough to at least check in and make sure that I was okay.
In the past hour I have had 30 some odd people text me, message me, and comment on various Facebook posts about a huge accomplishment of mine. As tears started to trickle down my cheek I became over joyed with the amount of love that was being showered onto me. I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have so many people love and care for me. I'm sorry that you couldn't be one of them.
I may never forget you but I have to let go. I have to find a way to make peace with that. I can't even begin to know how one does that but it just hit me tonight...I have to find the way to let go. You have officially missed every major event in my life for an entire year.
You don't. You wont. You never did. You never will.
